last day of 2010

today is the end of two zero one zero!!
also my last post for two zero one zero
i'm feeling a litt' happy & a litt' sad.. ha ha, i duno la !!
happy bcause ?? sad bcause ?? i duno la !!

i just gotta accept that i'm growing.. the fact ! oh goshhh..
ok ok.. i accept but can i look more mature & not like a kiddy"
i don want other to missunderstand that i'm just 15th
no i'm not ppl !!
i don want other to say "she's still small" lol ..
if i'm small then u're old .. ha ha ha

i'm sad.. i'm very sad.. i'm freaking sad haixx, dear is sick he' realli ill..
my poor dear, baby sayang ok.. get well soon
o god, pls !!
nvr distract my mood, as v r planning for a winter countdown
and this , everybody know 31th december 2010
It is special public holiday but i've to work ! wtf
memo return ~ 2molo half day ppl!! somemore is not a triple pay work
wtf!! wtf!! wtf!! wtf!! wtf!! wtf!! wtf!!
make time flies much more fast !! i wan to off from work.. freaking dulan now!!

my wishlist for two zero one one ______
1. grow taller
2. getting slimmer
3. white VIAO lappie
4. gucci bag
5. holiday trip with family
6. holiday trip with dear

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I hope i can countdown at genting fast fast get well dear..
baby give u more ♥
load of ♥♥♥♥ just for dear =)

haihhxxx,
anythin la.. just gotta replan everythin if my dear realii cant make it ..

it's 31th december today

but i'm fucking moody !!
how ??
make me happy ppl, pls ..