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it's been a crazy day & month & year now ! everyday
omg ..
*currently working*
stop here ? juz leave it like this ..
cox
i dun see any future of me being here everyday
& been tired wit wat m i doing now -- boring
" toying ? crap flying ? being me myself ! *gosh x100* everyday wit super duper out of mind nonsense ! tat jux wont mind ppl feelin. one day two day, three day, four day, five day. when i tell my self to stay calm & *ishk* yet still telling the whole world i split everythin out when thing go which is under my expectation ! *ouch* it hurt .. i jux feel like scolding bad words * everyday seem to be wrong from 10.30am to 7.30pm ! jux wanted to discard everything i c on de table .. ignore him teously but i know i cant .. ** stay Calm **

when i think abt future +.......................+
i noe i could do & achieve more than that ..
but
if u ask me wat i did in the past year after my skol-life , i'll say nothing .. & ya !
now ! was thinking
should my holiday end here ! start being a good student to be whom i m 4 now ..................
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be happy for this moment

this moment this ur life ..


by,
elaine.yin2